Friday, October 10, 2008

Lelaki Menangis? - Part 2

Booohahahaha~ (gayakan dengan tangan bersilang atas dada - rujuk anime bleach)


Part 2 kembali. kepada yang gigih membaca blog archive aku tu (baca: sabrina), aku tau ko tak saba2 nak rodok tulisan kali ni kan? Memandangkan colleague aku dah jumpa blog ni selepas berusaha macam nak M kat google tu, i think it is best to reward her with something to read about. 


I have decided to mask and filter my true style of writing so that i won't put anyone into sudden stroke or heart attack. Jadi, sila lah pasrah kalau penulisan ni ada sedikit posse2 coverina sket ye.

 

hmm.. where was i in my last post? aaa... lepas aku memberi ayat penutup kat jez tu, i thought that would be it. no further discussion about the topic anymore. Mana la tau masa aku tengah lite2 bawak kete atas highway nak balik ipoh, phone motorola hanjing yang patut di campak ke laut itu memvibrate2 dlm suar.


rupanya ada message baru masuk. opened it and it came from jez..again. mrasa la kau.. sikit punya panjang dia anta kat aku... berikut adalah kata2 hikmat dia:


jez: jawapan acai: pathetic (sama sebijik macam aku).

       jawaban apau: over

       jawaban sasa: i thought only girls do the blackmailing things. tapi aku rasa macam tak     

       bagus la guys nangis 

       jawaban zalina: Hi Jez! Hmmm kesian gak dia sampai menangis tapi tengok gaklah what is 

       the reason for the breakup.


so how? langsung buat survey katanya!!! gigih tak gigih? nampak sangat bintulu itu sungguh la menyiksakan sampaikan ko terpaksa buat survey to kill your time kan? hahahaha...ah~ jangan terajang saya jez


basically whatever things said by my friends as per her survey was very much predictable. we might look as one bunch of weird people with same perangai or pe'el but actually each of us are uniquely differentiated to each other. i guess that is what made us glued so well all these while. complementing each others through our differences but still have some sort of common attribute that outsiders seemed to be able to associate us with.


memandangkan i tengah drive adalah tidak selamat untuk mengSMS pepanjang (tetap nak sms jgk ni. matila langa peraturan), jadi i terpaksa memilih utk komen jawaban salah sorang dari hasil survey tu. i chose to comment on zalina's response.  


now, for those who might have wondered who is this girl that i'm talking about. the easiest way to describe her it by using some fictional character that is widely known to everyone. Remember Sex and The City? yes? no? kalau tak tau..nasib ko la.


Zalina is very much like Charlotte in SATC. Somewhat collected, naive, seemed as if she is innocent and stuffs like that. But don't be fooled by it coz this girl can really do things out of ordinary sometimes.


Jadi aku pun reply jez balik...


me: world would either be a better place to live or our worse nightmare if everybody think and act like zalina. lol


Again, i was hoping that this whole thing of chain smses would end sebab bukan la aku tak mau berseme'es ngan jez tapi sbb aku tgh bawak kete and temptation untuk baca sms n balas balik adalah sangat tinggi sampai kengkadang terlupa yang nyawa tu lebih penting.. canner?


tapi tak kesampaian jugak... masuk lagi satu dalam inbox kali ni. Bila aku baca sms tu, tangan ni mmg dah merenyam dah nak membalas... sebab things that i discovered from the text was rather shocking and so unexpected. For it to come from another friend of us whom i would consider to be the last person (from division drag menjadik) to say. Cuba kita lihat/baca..


jez: jawapan aritha yg sangat unexpected: jawapan aku. depends sapa dump sapa.. tapi kalau ko nak independent answer.. aku rasa ok je dia nangis.. dia ada emosi gak.. tapi jangan la asyik nak nangis je.. maknenye..


matila~ dunia sudah nak kiamat. kerana i sungguh tergamam dan otak masih lagi berfungsi untuk memikirkan keselamatan diri sendiri yang sedang bawak kete.. i jawab ringkas tapi penuh makna...


me: ayo. i terduduk tahyat akhir skang


bila dah tahyat akhir, kene la bagi salam kan? jadi kita end dulu kat sini...tak abis lagi.. masih bersambung...


Boohahaha~

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Hari Raya Party at Bagan, Penang

I terpaksa tunda sambungan kepada post dahulu memandangkan blog i telah dijumpai org opismate i. haih.. have to redo the whole thing again.. nak censor and filter few stuffs before i can actually post it here... kalau korang rajin nak tunggu..tunggu la ye...

Meanwhile, i'm posting some pictures taken masa last friday at Bagan. They were having a Hari Raya Party and of course, being fabulous as always, the party can't start without me..wah~

Biduanita Rozz DeDiva Ridzwan...all those haunting text sent should stop now. 
-Titistitisnoda DeDiva Ahmad 

l-r: rizman, dominic, me, khai, rozz

l-r: sam,rizman,rozz,me




l-r: leong,rozz,leong's twin (lupa la)

l-r:khai,me,khai,me

Monday, September 29, 2008

Birthday Party

Event: Karen's 30th Birthday Batch
Location: Telawi Street Bistro
Date: 28th Sept 2009

A nice variety wouldn't hurt aight? putting in some pictures so it won't look so dull..





Thursday, September 25, 2008

All About The Number Five

I have been tagged by Jez. 

Since that it will take sometime for me to complete the second half of my last post. I think this should keep my blog alive for at least couple of days..here goes.


Rules

The rules of the game get posted at the beginning. Each player answers the questions about themselves. At the end of the post, the player then tag 5 people and post their names, then goes to their blogs and leave them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged. Let the person who tagged you know when you answered the questions.


What were you doing 5 years ago?

Five years ago, when I was 21 years old, I was still in UTP, having a blast with the lahanats and enjoying every moment of my single life! :D --> complete copy from jez coz it is soo true~ :P


What were the 5 things on your to do list today?

1. Talk to my boss about my movement (which i ended up not doing coz he is in a course so i sent email to him rather...)

2. Handover to and coach my colleague on one of my current portfolio   

3. Complete Part One of Fountain Mgt System Traning  

4. Perform closure to one of my site

5. Dinner with azie at Moven Peak - We are going for steamboat~

(ayo..4 out of 5 are work related...keji nye kehidupan aku)


What are 5 snacks that you enjoy?

1. Twisties Cheese

2. Super Ring

3. Cheezel

4. Asam or jeruk (kira snacks jugak kan?)

5. Sotong kering


What are 5 things that you would do if you were a billionaire?

1. Open up an orphanage centre

2. Pay all my family debts

3. Build a Mansion

3. Get a cool car

4. Invest..i want my money to grow man!

5. Spend and splurge like there is no tomorrow~~


What are 5 jobs you’ve had?

1. Fast Food Outlet Supervisor

2. Technical Writer and Multimedia Developer

3. Business Development Executive

4. Territory Executive

5. Territory Manager


Tag 5 other Blogger…?

1. Izzu

2. Shai

3. Arieca  (ko ada blog ke?)

4. Pisah

5. Izuan


So there you have it. All about the number 5 tag. :)

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Cry...is it that bad?

This started as a simple sms sent by one of my best friends asking for an opinion on a very interesting subject. Later i decided to make a post out of it coz it seems fun for me to explore it further. So here goes nothing~


Jez (find her here at: http://tatsing.blogspot.com/) 

"Just a random question. what do you think of guys who cry when trying to get their GF back after a breakup?"


Now, when i got her text, i was at site doing my visit and i don't really have that much of time to sit and ponder.  So the first thing that comes out of my mind was only one word. It didn't take me too long to respond coz to me it seems so right. Me then replied to her by saying this:


me: pathetic!


But..after sending that, i took a step back and revisit my answer. I have always known by my way of saying things straight out of my brain without filtering it through my heart..which of course took me into many many difficult situations and i pray that  this wouldn't become one of those unwanted scenes. God knows that question was actually for me to appease her feeling rather than throwing a bomb to her face!


There i was trying to mend things out by drafting another message when suddenly i received a reply from her..lord, this better be not as bad as i imagine it might turn out to.. i was relieved when she wrote this back to me: 

 

jez: someone said i was mean when i said that.haha. people say great minds think alike. aren't we just the greatest? :D


Hallelujah! How can i forget that Jez among others share the same thinking style as me? If anyone would wanna go berserk for my emotionless remark, she would be last on my list. I admire her ability to make sense out of everything. I'm telling you, its a rare quality to be found in any women these days. If it is not because we are best friend, i would have dated her...wah~~ (ok.. i would require some minor changes done to her physical attributes though.. u know what i mean jez :p) 


Oh, to celebrate that, i wrote back to her by saying.."of course honey! only those with lousy selfesteem and selfworth would cry n beg for such."


So i thought that the conversation ended there.. wait till what happened next...


(to be continued)

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Good Lord!

i think that i'm in love!!

Thursday, September 4, 2008

snippet - my current emotional state

Lets stop uploading pictures from my Phuket trip for a while coz i really want to share how i feel at this point of time. And i couldn't pick any other song that would exactly represent how i feel as per what has been said by the lyrics below. 

it is from James Morrison - Call the Police

I'm done, shoot your gun,
i think it's time to take it back to where we started from,
your pain, my pain,
I'll write it down and teel you exactly how i feel again.

and all i see,
is a mass of confusion, who i am and what i gotta be,
yeah.

closed eyes, big lines,
i guess you'll tell me just to let it ride sometimes,
looks good, tastes bad,
makes me wonder where i buried all the dreams i had.

all I see,
is a lees good version of a man i dont wanna be.
all i feel,
is you tie me down to something that just isnt real.
all i need,
is some truth god help me,
before the devil buries me.

yeah

i cant do nothing, if i cant do something my way,
well i must be crazy if i follow every word you say.
when the shit comes down, you'll be the first to walk away.


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

i'm awake, why wait?
i dont need someone to tell me who to be today.
i'm quite sure, unlike before,
came off the road and i forgot what i was looking for.

all i see,
is a lees good version of a man i dont wanna be.
all i feel,
is you tie me down to something that just isnt real.
all i need,
is some truth god help me,
before the devil buries me, yeah.

i cant do nothing, if i cant do something my way,
well i must be crazy if i follow every word you say.
when the shit comes down, you're the first to walk away


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

you can't just hack at me, you know,
you might just, have to let me go.
close in, i need some room to grow,
you dont, know what you're thinking of.
hiding behind you're pop sheet,
so you, can reck someone elses dream.


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

i cant do nothing, if i cant do something my way,

well i must be crazy if i follow every word you say.

when the shit comes down, you'll be the first to walk away.


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

all i feel,
is you tie me down to something that just isnt real.
all i need,
is some truth god help me,
before the devil buries me, yeah.