Tuesday, July 22, 2008

siaran tergendala

tuan2 dan puan2,

sesungguhnya blog ini akan bersawang buat sementara waktu karena saya akan ke Phuket dari 24-28 july dan langsung bertolak ke Penang sehingga hujung bulan. sehubungan dengan itu, adalah menjadi sedikit kesukaran untuk saya mengemaskini blog ini mahupun dihubungi kecuali melalui pesanan ringkas karena pastinya caj panggilan bukanlah murah apatah lagi berpatutan. oleh sebab itu, kemunchulan semula saya disini atau dimana2 sepastinya sehingga wujud semula penulisan diblog ini ataupun tatkala saya menghubungi tuan2 dan puan2 sekalian kembali.

sekian terima kasih

ash

..sronoknye tulis bahasa melayu..bahasa melambangkan bangsa..wah~

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Meracau time

Sometimes i do feel exactly like what the lyric said.. as if it was written by me... matila matila...

Babyface - The Loneliness

[Verse 1]
Im sitting here 
Thinking bout
How im gon-na do without 
You around in my life and how am I
I gon' get by 
I ain't got no days 
Just lonely nights 
You want the truth
Well girl im not alright
Feel out of place and out of time 
I think im gonna lose my mind

[Chorus]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time)
So let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that i will never love again

[Verse 2]
I miss your face 
I miss your kiss 
I even miss the arguments 
That we would have from time to time
I miss you standing by my side 
I'm dying here its clear to see 
There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me 
Don't wanna live, I wanna die
If I cant have you in my life

[Chorus (repeat till end)]
So tell me how you feel (im lonely)
Are you for real (so lonely)
Do you still think of me (i think of you)
Baby still (are you lonely)
Do you dream of me at night (like i dream of you all the time, so lonely)
Oh let me tell you how it feels (its like everyday i die)
Wish i was dreaming but its real (when i open up my eyes)
Let me tell you how it feels (and don't see your pretty face)
I think that I will never love again

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Weekend Getaway - Penang



I nak tiru izzu.. upload gamba dulu baru cerita..huhu













Wednesday, July 9, 2008

7 interesting/wierd things about me

1. I am a shy guy

There is a reason why i put it at no 1. coz most people would rather die to believe the fact that i'm a freaking shy person. Betul. Perchayalah bahawa aku ni sgt la pemalu orang nye. i would not talk to people that i dont know or not comfortable with. if i'm in a big crowd, i would never want to be the centre of attraction neither would i go to people and introduce myself. i'm good sitting at one corner by myself. im good.

Kalau org yg baru kenal pun aku takkan overly friendly. Tak reti nak cakap pasal apa. Tapi bila dah kenal betul and i can find few things yg makes us clicked baru la aku betul2 peramah.

2. Sleep, eat and me at ease..

We know that our body actually talks to us but most of the time but we tend to ignore the signs. Let me tell you how my body talks. Bila aku tak cukup makan, tido ( 8 jam at least) or pressured, badan aku akan cepat sweat and shiver. Pastu bibir jadi dry nak mampus. Nafas jadi semput and cepat btul rasa annoyed, irritated and angry for the silliest mistake/act people can make.

Kalau korg tak tau macam mana rasanya atau teringin nak rasa. cubalah try meth and feel the after effect of it. then u would understand my situation when it happens.

Of course some people might experience the same symptoms but i have it everytime either one or all of those were not fully taken care of. Bulan posa adalah paling mencabar since aku menggigil bukan sbb aku lapa tapi sbb tahan nak maki dan penerajang org.


3. September Suey

September adalah bulan suey bagi aku. This is the month that my dad, brother and grandma died. Macam janjang arithmetic, they also died in order, one year after another. Tragic that it makes me become a septemphobic (mrasa create phobia sendri katanya).

Each time september approaches, i will always prep myself for another death note to be sent to me. And also run through my checklist on who should be dead this year and year after accordingly.

4. I'm dyslexic  

Yes. Tom Cruise and i do have something in common. Both of us have dyslexia. Tapi aku tak seteruk Tom la.. i can still read. I'm having a minor dyslexic syndrome for which i cant tell right from left, i jumble numbers when put in a strings, i have difficulties memorizing figures and stuffs which gives me disadvantages and also advantages.

The biggest minus point for me is that i needed all those skills which i continuously fumble around, in order to do my daily job. And because of that i have to be extra careful in everything, be very meticulous so that i wont make any mistakes. It slows down my work and i hate it. Imagine running long list of numbers using calculator until i can get myself a constant final number. how frustrating is that?

No wonder aku tak pernah cukup masa buat math exam masa study dulu. Cis.

5. Cepat terasa

Ni pun macam item no 1 gak. Banyak org takkan pecaya sbb semua org pun ingat aku jenis tak kisah. Tapi sebetulnye aku ni sangat la kisah and cepat terasa sampai rasa mcm a little bit paranoid gak.

Aku bleh terasa up to the extend yg aku sendri pun kengkadang pikir ngarut. Contohnye bila kengkawan aku bleh sembang sesama sendri dlm bilik walhal aku kat luar sorg2 tgk tv atau baring. Inside my head, dok pusing2 sampai ati tak ajak aku gosip2 skali ngan korang. Gile kan? ahahah

Kengkadang bila aku tgk some of my friend yg lebih comfortable opening up to another friend of mine but not to me pun i terasa. Bley? Tapi memandangkan tuhan kasi i kebolehan utk rationalize benda sampai tahap menakutkan, sedikit sebanyak dapat memujuk hati yg cepat terasa ini.

6. Underwear fetish

Saya sangat suka underwear~~~ suka suka suka sangat! My fetish for underwear ni starts when i went to Bangkok last year. Kat flea market and shopping complex diorg banyak jual underwear yg cantik2, provocative, sexy, cute dan sebagainya.

Since then, keje aku adalah membeli underwear macam2 bentuk. g-string ka, tanga ke, superlow hipster ke etc. Kalau takde kat mesia, i beli je online. wah~ bazir duit beli benda yg org tak leh nampak pun....huhu

nasib baik ada myspace, bleh posse2 tayang underwear i.. tak gitu apau? ops.


7. At verge of death - twice

Kalau jadi kali ke tiga tapi aku tak insaf jugak..aku tak tau la...

Yes, i had almost seen the angel of death twice but god spares me my life still. I survived falling from a waterfall about 3 stories high, landing on considerably huge rocks and still lives. This happened long time ago back then when i was in primary school. Darjah 6 tak silap aku.

The second time was when my car spun like speedy merry-go-round on a highway due to aquaplaning effect. The car crashed onto the divider and jammed on the fast lane. i was stunned for quite a while (plus also trying to find my laptop bag and umbrella, not wanting to leave the car being wet under the rain). Soon after i left the car (of course with umbrella on and my laptop with me) 5 cars crash onto my car and 3 of them was completely damaged- total lost.

Who say miracle never happen?


Dengan itu saya meng TAG mereka2 yg berikut:
1. Hafizal
2. Irwan
3. Izwan
4. Izzu
5. Pisah
6. Syai
7. Shasha

Tq.