snippet - my current emotional state

Lets stop uploading pictures from my Phuket trip for a while coz i really want to share how i feel at this point of time. And i couldn't pick any other song that would exactly represent how i feel as per what has been said by the lyrics below. 

it is from James Morrison - Call the Police

I'm done, shoot your gun,
i think it's time to take it back to where we started from,
your pain, my pain,
I'll write it down and teel you exactly how i feel again.

and all i see,
is a mass of confusion, who i am and what i gotta be,
yeah.

closed eyes, big lines,
i guess you'll tell me just to let it ride sometimes,
looks good, tastes bad,
makes me wonder where i buried all the dreams i had.

all I see,
is a lees good version of a man i dont wanna be.
all i feel,
is you tie me down to something that just isnt real.
all i need,
is some truth god help me,
before the devil buries me.

yeah

i cant do nothing, if i cant do something my way,
well i must be crazy if i follow every word you say.
when the shit comes down, you'll be the first to walk away.


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

i'm awake, why wait?
i dont need someone to tell me who to be today.
i'm quite sure, unlike before,
came off the road and i forgot what i was looking for.

all i see,
is a lees good version of a man i dont wanna be.
all i feel,
is you tie me down to something that just isnt real.
all i need,
is some truth god help me,
before the devil buries me, yeah.

i cant do nothing, if i cant do something my way,
well i must be crazy if i follow every word you say.
when the shit comes down, you're the first to walk away


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

you can't just hack at me, you know,
you might just, have to let me go.
close in, i need some room to grow,
you dont, know what you're thinking of.
hiding behind you're pop sheet,
so you, can reck someone elses dream.


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

i cant do nothing, if i cant do something my way,

well i must be crazy if i follow every word you say.

when the shit comes down, you'll be the first to walk away.


call the police,
coz i've lost control and i really wanna see you bleed.

all i feel,
is you tie me down to something that just isnt real.
all i need,
is some truth god help me,
before the devil buries me, yeah.